Thoughts & Forgiveness in Gemini

Enjoying Fresh Air

NEW MOON IN GEMINI WORKSHOP

Today is the New Moon in Gemini and we will be celebrating the New Moon from 7pm. The time of the New Moon is 8.45pm London time, so we will be in the energy of Gemini, when we gather today, Wednesday 13 June. Happy New Moon.

  • Wednesday 13 June
  • Workshop with Toks starts at 7pm.
  • We will be in the energy of the actual New Moon London Time at 8:45pm.
  • NEW MOON IN GEMINI 
  • Element – Air
  • We will be healing the rifts in your life and creating shifts in your life. We will be working with the energy of Forgiveness, Alertness and Awareness.  We will be looking at how you feed your Soul and energise your Spirit. We will be doing practical and experiential exercises that open you to more insights, open up your Spiritual Channels, enable powerful access to your true mental ability; and create great movement in your life if you are feeling stagnant or stuck. By the end of the evening you will feel calmer and centred in your process and know what to do and what actions to take. A really wonderful workshop tonight at 7pm

New Moon in Gemini

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GEMINI QUOTE

“I could tell you my adventures – beginning from this morning …….    At least I knew who I was when I got up this morning, but I think I must have been changed several times since then.”    Alice in Wonderland

GEMINI TESTIMONIAL

newMoonGemini“I was truly in a negative frame of mind due to various aches and pains, and was not in a spiritually good place, but the company, the energy flow, the crystals, the vortex, and cards brought me out of that head space and into a new frame of mind filled with possibilities.” Aanya

GEMINI QUALITIES

Gemini love to communicate and socialise. They love to be seen, recognised and validated. They are versatile, curious and lively with their actions, thoughts and deeds.

dancing-twins_thumb (2)Gemini is ruled by MERCURY, which is fast and quick. Mercury loves fast thinking and quick communication. It can be logical and connecting. This makes them talk fast and listen fast. The can move quickly from one location to another, change their jobs, relationships, homes as fast as they change their minds. Mercury craves excitement, fastness, change and immediate gratification.

Gemini is a MUTABLE sign, which makes it very adaptable, restless and changeable. They have quick moving eyes and minds. Always alert and restless. They can be changeable – be aware of this quality as it can exasperate you when organising things. They can also be defensive, lacking persistence and patience, always seeking a ‘quick fix’.

Gemini is an AIR sign, making them communicative, compromising, rational and intellectual. They are friendly and easy like the cool breeze and quick to more like a fast breeze. Be careful not to throw away the precious old for the untried new, and live to regret it.

The symbol for Gemini is the TWINS. The Twins represent the number TWO, communicating with each other, in harmony or disharmony.

  • gemini twinsWe have two angels be our sides – reporting everything we do to God. 
  • We have two choices e.g. do a good deed or not.
  • We have two similar ideas or two different ideas. 
  • Change is always a possibility with the number two.
  • Twin may look alike or they may not. 
  • Each of us has a masculine and feminine side inside us.
  • There are always two sides to a story – the defendant and the prosecutor.
  • There are two ways – left or right, OR straight or simply stand still!
  • Two means you can do two things together and at once!

COMMUNICATION

Gemini love COMMUNICATION, which is important. They love communicating with people. Communication can heal us or kill us and/or others.  Communication can create good and bad energy. It can empower or disempower. Communication can be unpredictable, as they are an unpredictable spirit. How unpredictable are you finding yourself these days?

YOUR THOUGHTS

gemini twins friendsGemini is all about your thoughts. They love thinking and over thinking.  Then they make a decision and take action. Then they change their minds.  This can cause lots of pain, misunderstanding, suffering and karmic shifts.

Every thought belongs to either good energy or bad energy. Thoughts belong to good entities or bad entities. What do your thoughts belong to? How are your communications affecting you?  How are they affecting others? Are you paying attention to your thoughts; and the way you are communicating them to yourself, and to others? Are you gossiping? Speaking negatively and encouraging lies?  Are you engaging in negative feelings like envy, jealousy or revenge in your heart? 

Our thoughts influence us – whether we speak them or think them.  We create what we think, so important to think good positive things.  Thoughts need to be checked and monitored.  Negative thoughts can create negative patterns, which can create a negative future and further create negative karma.  We need to own our thoughts and be very conscious of them.

FEEDING YOUR SOUL

nice twins pink rosesHow are you feeding your Soul?  How are your thoughts feeding your Soul?  Feeding your Spirit? How are you thoughts depleting your body? How are your thoughts making you feel small? In what ways could your thoughts feed your Soul?  How often are we in denial of our thoughts and actions?  Our thoughts have power and momentum. They feed our Soul. Decide to take responsibility for them today. Decide to Feed your Soul good food.

ENERGY

Everything is Energy. Where your intention is, is where the energy goes. Where ever our thoughts go, energy goes. Where are your thoughts going?  Where are they coming from? Your thoughts proceed your actions. A negative thought, if not controlled, creates a negative action, which hurts yourself or another. How, in control, are you, of your thoughts and actions? 

MONITORING THOUGHTS

Sometimes we are good at monitoring our communication and sometimes we are not. How do your monitor your thoughts?

TwinsEXPERIENCE – I remember an experience where I was being abused and attacked verbally. I did not expect this and I was in a state of shock.  I felt shattered as I decided what to do. I could see glasses shattering around me from her energy. Should I join in and engage and we have more glasses shattering?

I had the opportunity to attack and I heard my Inner Voice say – Let her win. I was so surprised I heard this; and immediately I asked for her forgiveness, and said I was sorry to cause her this suffering. I told her I did not know where this was coming from but I received it and I heard it. I told her I loved her, even if she did not consider me a friend or a person of value. I cried in front of her. In doing so, I contained the situation. It was a very difficult thing to do. She looked surprised at my reaction.

Not taking it personally, was important. I was going with the flow and I was allowing the process.  I was not creating bad karma with her and I was taking responsibility by immediately apologising and forgiving. She was expecting a fight and I made a decision not to engage in a negative transaction, which would have created more bad energy.

Amathyst Twins, Relationship WandsI realised this must be a spiritual test.  This must be a shift in my karma. This must have a very deep meaning. There must be something very needed in my life as well as hers. I called on all the ancestors and asked for forgiveness – hers and mine. I called on past lives, present lives and future lives and asked for forgiveness and healing. I gave gratitude and thanks. I took responsibility on a very deep level for my soul and my healing. It was not easy, but I did it.

Saying “I love you. I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.”  is known as Hoʻoponopono (ho-o-pono-pono). This  is a Hawaiian practice of reconciliation and forgiveness. You can read more on https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ho%CA%BBoponopono

Perhaps you could practice this yourself when you feel threatened or powerless or shocked in a situation that could escalate.  Perhaps you could practice this act of Forgiveness daily?

FORGIVENESS

We will be working with the FORGIVENESS energy with this New Moon in Gemini.  Who do you need to Forgive? What is Forgiveness? According to Wikipedia:

Forgiveness is the intentional and voluntary process by which a victim undergoes a change in feelings and attitude regarding an offense, lets go of negative emotions such as vengefulness, with an increased ability to wish the offender well.

Forgiveness is different from:

  • condoning (failing to see the action as wrong and in need of forgiveness),
  • excusing (not holding the offender as responsible for the action),
  • forgetting (removing awareness of the offense from consciousness),
  • pardoning (granted for an acknowledged offense by a representative of society, such as a judge), and
  • reconciliation(restoration of a relationship)      

 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Forgiveness

twins ying yangForgiveness, for me, is the practice of facing the reality of your life or situation; and making a sincere decision to forgive a person and yourself, when something has gone wrong OR when something has the potential to go wrong. 

Forgiveness is important. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Allow yourself to receive Forgiveness. Allow yourself to give Forgiveness.  Introduce into your life the Power of Forgiveness. Allow Forgiveness into all areas of your life and you will be amazed at the wonderful experiences you invite into your life.

MANY LAYERS OF FORGIVENESS – Forgiveness has many layers. It can be a pardon, an absolution, a dispensation.  It can be a shift in thinking or behaving. It can be a letting go or letting off. It can be an understanding of the situation. It can be influenced by pity or mercy. It could be a legal acquittal.

When do you forgive yourself? Why do you forgive another person?  How do you know you have forgiven someone? How do you know if you have been forgiven? Do you ask for Forgiveness?  Do you Forgive? Do you truly understand the meaning of Forgiveness?  Do you say you Forgive then hold a grudge? Time to look at your level of Forgiveness with this New Moon in Gemini.

Time to make room for yourself. Time to honour who you are right now on 13 June 2018. Time to really look at your life as opposed to other people’s life. Time to honour your life. Time to make time for you. Time to love you. Time to listen to you. Time to be with you. Time to be with your ‘Twin’. Time to be with the male and female in each of us. Time to listen to your inner voices and your inner twin and know the difference. What new thing awaits you?

Enjoying Fresh Air

FULL MOON & Fire MONEY

Day of Manifestation: Full Moon on Fire

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There is so much to bring together tonight. It takes a power house to gather the energy and bring it down.  Are you ready?

Moon Money

How is your relationship with money – real and imaginary money?  What is the reality of your money situation? Let us look at this with the light of the Full Moon.

There is so much happening, even before this Full Moon, and the build up is impressive. Are you ready for the next level of your spiritual life? Come share your wisdom.

11 - Full Moon in Sagittarius - Sun in Gemini (29-5-18)With this Powerful Full Moon, on Tuesday 29 May, we will also be celebrating the following:

1. FULL MOON IN SAGITARRIUS
2. ASCENSION OF BAHA’U’LLAH (Baha’i)
3. BUDDHA DAY: WESAK (Buddhism)
4. WORLD INVOCATION DAY
5. We will be invoking and using the Sacred Chants, such as the Names of God, on our bodies.


Fire

What FIRE will you invoke this Full Moon?

toks gold dressWe are in the month of May, in fact we are saying goodbye to the month of May in a big way. The build up towards this Full Moon has been tremendous.

What fired up in your life with this Full Moon?  What have you been reflecting on or worrying about? What has stalled you or immobilised you?

We will be working with the FIRE element to burn away all this stagnation, doubt and resistance you may have – yet not know you have it. Bring along your various ‘issues’ in your very own personal life – friendship, money, relationship, health, children, family, trust, commitment, discipline, etc. Let us burn and transform then in the FIRE element.

Enough is Enough

This is the time to accept you have been ‘suffering’, you have ‘blocks’, etc. Thatyou are divine, was the past. Now is Now. Enough is Enough. No need to carry this heavy negative ‘illness’, ‘baggage’ or ‘load’ you are carrying. Someone may have told you to carry this. Someone may have made something your fault. But no more. Enough is Enough. That is the Past. This is the Now. And we are Manifesting in this Energy of Now our Full Moon Realisations.  One realisation is – Enough is Enough. Give bac the ‘rubbish’  energy. It is not yours. Send it back to the source from where it came from. Feel the energy shift and change in you when you truly do with with the energy of the Full Moon shining its DIVINE LIGHT ON YOU.  Asking you to shed the rubbish. You do not keep rubbish in your home – you throw it out. Throw out the rubbish energy. What is enough in your life?

29 - Buddha DaySacred Names of God

We will be calling on the Sacred Names of God to shift our consciousness, to uplift your Spirit, and to connect with the Divine.

Celebrating Wesak / Vesak

We will bath in the Buddha Light and receive the blessings with this Full Moon. Today is the Buddha’s birthday, his enlightenment and his death.

There is  wonderful belief that it is the celebration of the hierarchy of Light when Christ and Buddha come together with other beings of Light.

The Great Invocation

From the point of Light within the Mind of God
Let light stream forth into the minds of men.
L29 - World Invocation Dayet Light descend on Earth.

From the point of Love within the Heart of God
Let love stream forth into the hearts of men.
May Christ* return to Earth.

From the centre where the Will of God is known
Let purpose guide the little wills of men –
The purpose which the Masters know and serve.

From the centre which we call the race of men
Let the Plan of Love and Light work out
And may it seal the door where evil dwells.

Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on Earth.

*Many religions believe in a World Teacher, a “Coming One”, knowing him under such names
as the Lord Maitreya, the Imam Mahdi, the Kalki Avatar and the Bodhisattva. These terms are
sometimes used in versions of the Great Invocation for people of specific faiths.

A Mantram for the New AgefireLight
The Great Invocation is a world prayer translated into over 80 languages and dialects. It was given to Alice Bailey in April 1945 in a message for all people of goodwill.

Central Truths
Its beauty and strength lies in its simplicity and in its expression of certain central truths:

  • The truth of the existence of a basic Intelligence to Whom we vaguely give the name of God;
  • The truth that behind all outer seeming, the motivating power of the universe is Love;
  • The truth that a great Individuality, called by Christians the Christ, came to earth and embodied that love so that we could understand;
  • The truth that both love and intelligence are effects of what is called the Will of God;
  • And finally, the self-evident truth that only through humanity itself can the divine plan work out.

I got the above on the Invocation from https://www.lucistrust.org/the_great_invocation

The Three Onenesses – Oneness/Unity of God, Oneness/Unity of Religion, Oneness/Unity of Humanity

29 - Ascension of Baha'u'llahThree core assertions of the Bahá’í Faith, sometimes termed the “three onenesses”, are central in the teachings of the religion. They are the Oneness of God, the Oneness of Religion and the Oneness of Humanity.[5] They are also referred to as the unity of God, unity of religion, and unity of mankind.

The Bahá’í writings state that there is a single, all-powerful god, revealing his message through a series of divine messengers or educators, regarding them as one progressively revealed religion, to one single humanity, who all possess a rational soul and only differ according to colour and culture.

This idea is fundamental not only to explaining Bahá’í beliefs, but explaining the attitude Bahá’ís have towards other religions, which they regard as divinely inspired. The acceptance of every race and culture in the world has brought Bahá’í demographics diversity, becoming the second most widespread faith in the world,[6] and translating its literature into over 800 languages.[7]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bah%C3%A1%27%C3%AD_teachings

“O YE SONS OF SPIRIT! Ye are My treasury, for in you I have treasured the pearls of My mysteries and the gems of My knowledge. Guard them from the strangers amidst My servants and from the ungodly amongst My people.”

https://www.bahaullah.org/tablets/

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“Toks never fails to evoke strong manifestations for future growth: be it emotional, spiritual or financial.” James Roccelli

See you at the gathering tonight 29 May with Fire and Air elements and the loud thunders in London. Such auspicious sounds of Thunder and Lightening. ❤️⭐We will enjoy our fire meditation and sacred names. Remember you can connect via internet too if you cannot make it here. You can book your tickets below by clicking: https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/the-full-moon-in-sagittarius-alchemy-gathering-tickets-41913512444

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We Greet You Celebrating your Light. We Greet You. We Greet You. We Greet You.

Love Toks xxx

Keys of Enoch Experience

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Where were you on the 20 May? 

That day was an auspicious day, were we celebrated Pentecost, the descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles (Christianity) and Shavuot (20-21), commemorating the giving of the Ten Commandments at Mount Sinai. Feast of weeks, celebrated the Jews receiving the Torah at Mount Sinai. (Judaism). 

Before this date I had flow to Zurich, crossed the boarder and driven to Austria. This was for The Keys of Enoch® Conference in Europe 2018.  We were going to study Key 403 from 18-20 May 2018, in Dornbirn, Austria

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sharingDr. J.J. Hurtak, author of The Book of Knowledge: The Keys of Enoch®, and Dr. Desiree Hurtak conducted a three day Pentecost seminar on the “Third Light Picture Superscript”. This is Key 4‐0‐3 – We Are The Name – and speaks of the integral part of Divine Creation that is coded within each of us unfolding the power of supernature.

Now, I had met both Mr and Mrs Hurtak before, and listened to them talk, but this would be the first time I was going to be sitting in the front row, for 3 days with them. I was super excited. The information blew my head. It was so advanced, practical and engaging, even to a beginner like me! A lot of scientific discoveries today show the confirmation of what was written in the Keys Enoch. Now, that was exciting news.

signingBooksHere I am, with all my books, sitting on the steps, as they sign them all, with laughter and warmth. I found both Mr and Mrs Hurtak to be engaging individuals, with alert minds, and  a strong mission to spread their work. 

It was also nice to spend quality time with them both. They were always taking time out to meet the members from different parts of the world. They have so much to share as they are both scientist, spiritualist and cosmologist.

heartConnect8At the hotel I stayed at, the receptionist reminded me of a Miss World contestant – her manner, her movement, her way of talking.  Then she presented me her card –  Eva Zellhofer, Mrs Austria. I was so shocked and pleased, I hugged her immediately.  We took a picture together and i said I would share her details. I mean I was looked after by Mrs Austria. How wonderful is that. Thank you Eva. Thank you Universe. www.evazellhofer.com or http://evazellhofer.jalbum.net/

smilingHere I am with the 3 powerful women serving the Light, no matter what.  Watching them during the conference was amazing. Listening to them was captivating. So nice to connect with them.

I thought I would share some of what was covered at the conference. This is from their website on the conference with italics and capitals mine:

This Key is information shown to Dr. Hurtak by Enoch and Metatron, further revealing the power of the Divine Names used by the prophets and apostles which is the beginning of miracles within our consciousness.

Our hope for ETERNAL LIFE does not simply spring from a longing for spiritual existence, but grows out of the use and application of the Holy Names of God as a witness and path for a more energetic life and contact with the higher angelic worlds.

Understanding the Power of the Sacred Names for Creation, Transformation and Transcendence is important. The Divine Names revealed to the ancients throughout the world are key to a tonal cosmology of life and the sustaining field of the activated Light Body by adepts and mystics who understood the power of sacred language.

4journeyThis is essential for understanding how the Name(s) is (are) encoded within each of us, that is “You are The Name” in terms of the inner tuning of the human body that becomes the “temple of understanding”.

With the Sacred Names, we can all understand the consciousness power of Divine science which not only governs the sacred geometry of the temples around the world, but also the mathematics of the universe.

Through the use of the Divine Names, humanity can be united to the Living Most High God as planetary humanity goes forth to become Homo Universalis.

happy togetherSpirit of Transformation. The world is entering a critical stage of awareness of other levels of intelligence. To meet the challenges we need to use the Divine Energy that is developing within each of us through the Gifts of the Holy Spirit. These Gifts work with music and sacred geometry.

We learnt more of the Language of Light that is used by advanced Intelligences. The more we understand the power of the Most High in all life, the more we discover that we are part of a higher evolutionary process, which also exists at the deepest levels of our human nature.

These pictures capture some happy moments there and the quality of love and care I experienced personally from people I was meeting for the first time. I had warmth and sacred connection from their eyes and hearts. They just connected. Simple. There was singing, praying, guidance, hope and, my favourite, connection without words.

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Now, I cannot claim to know anything on the Keys of Enoch, but I can say: I have experienced its Divine Power.

You can find out more on the following websites:

https://keysofenoch.org/

https://futurescience.org/

You-Tube  https://youtu.be/_lceP2Zy5GE

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Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai ‘Tsebayoth! Ain Soph

New Moon in Taurus 15 May 2018

What qualities do you want to embody this New Moon in Taurus?

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Happy New Moon in Taurus

Bull’s Birthday

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SEEDING

New Moon in Taurus brings new manifestations and seedings on many levels.

The seeding of the manifestations may have happened a while ago, so you will see things manifesting – that rise up, that indicate it is time to deal with them, in a ‘new’ light and with a ‘new’ thought process and fresh ‘new’ practical action. This could be a sudden death, a sudden truth revealed.

Maya AngelouThis New Moon in Taurus comes with triumphs through disruptions, breakdowns, upheavals and chaos! The need to change and move forward is now, not tomorrow, not next year.

Realisations create wisdom, such as the quote from Maya Angelou: Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.

The Bull charges forth forcing newness such as a new way of thinking, a new way of being, a new way of doing; as opposed to an old way, an old situation, an old contract, an old relationship pattern, an old thought pattern, etc.

Let this New Moon be a New Moon of practical breakthroughs leading to spiritual insights and awakenings. Let if further lead to practical steps and actions that bring you more happiness and joy. How are you going to create and seed differently? How are you going to create your new life now?

Welcome to the New Moon in Taurus.  What qualities do you wan to embody this New Moon? Not sure? Then check out the picture of the young man above with some great qualities you can embody this New Moon. Scroll down and look at the pictures below and the last picture too.

NOT ENOUGH TIME

new moonWhat birthday are you this year?

Do you get the feeling that time is moving quickly? That you are out of time? That you do not have enough time? That you do not know where the time has gone?

Do you feel that you have enough time, and you find that you are not utilising it effectively? You are procrastinating or daydreaming?

What is your relationship with time like right now? Are you happy with your age and where you are? 

How is not having enough time affecting you?

For a moment, just think, How is not having enough time affecting me?

What answers did you come up with?

MENTAL: Not having enough time may affect you mentally. You may find it difficult to concentrate or think clearly. There is simply no flow in your thought process. You may even get confused as to what to do. You are unable to make a decision, to decide what to do, to know where to start. You spend your time worrying and anxious.

10 - New Moon in Taurus (15-5-18)PHYSICAL: You feel too tired physically to move or do anything. You feel frozen like ice – immobilised. You sleep. You feel tired. You sit all day and watch TV! You procrastinate and ‘wait’ for a sign or a person; and nothing happens. You beat yourself up for ‘wasting’ the time by not doing anything. You tell yourself that because ‘this’ did not happen, ‘that’ did not happen. Or you panic and run around doing all the wrong things, either because you have not prioritised, or are acting out of fear.

EMOTIONAL: Not having enough time, may find you over-reacting with your emotional responses to yourself and/or others, such as crying, shouting, impatience, anger, or snapping. Your reactions do not get you the results you want. You realise you are more frustrated with yourself, than the situation, or people around you. You begin to feed yourself negative emotional thoughts, sentences and words. What can you do to calm yourself? Moon gathering with Toks x

FEELING: Not having enough time creates different negative feelings in a person. What negative feelings do you notice in yourself:  Overwhelmed? A failure? Not good enough? Not supportive? Not meeting deadlines? Not finishing on time? Not measuring up? Not fulfilled? Insignificant? Not valued or recognised for your worth?

RIPPLE EFFECT: You are stressing about stressing. Your tension with yourself builds up negatively for you. The ripple effect of all these things can make you feel insecure, e.g. that you are not worthy, lacking confidence and self esteem. It can make you aggressive and competitive. It can make you critical and judgemental. You may even feel a need to undermine others to cover your lack of self-confidence.

The ripple effect of this negative spiral is something you must watch out for this New Moon in Taurus. It is so easy to slide into a negative pattern,  if you are not aware and alert and mindful of yourself.

FEAR and MONEY

moneyDo you get the feeling you need to face a fear and take a practical action (Taurus) that demonstrates you are facing the fear? For example, you know you have to sort out your money, with reference to your mortgage, your loan or your debt. Yet, deep down, you feel a dread,  you know you are afraid of the reality of your situation. You ask yourself: Can I afford this mortgage, debt, loan? Can I pay it off? Do I have enough to pay it off at the end of the term? What is my reality with reference to my money and my mortgage?

Any form of fear with money has to be addressed with this practical New Moon in Taurus, an Earth sign, that asks us to look at the practical side of our life. How are we paying our bills? How is our health? What are we eating? It is nourishing us or killing us? How are we looking after ourselves? Are we relaxing and taking breaks? Are we honouring out time with self and taking time out from the stresses of life? Or are we chasing out stresses and tensions and making them a priority, and not your health.

Do you get the feeling you need to look at yourself for a change? Look at all areas of your life from the perspective of yourself, in a very practical way. Is this working for me? Is this realistic? Is this giving me the results I need to make me congruent?

This is a time of great manifestations IF you face your fears.

PROCESS: Everyone’s process is different, but you cannot escape this downward spiral if you do not capture it and stop the downward spiral. How do you do this? The Alchemy Moon Guided Meditations helps your mind-set, creating a positive feeling within, which transpires into practical actions; and courageous actions; that enable you to move forward, from a position of stuck-ness to flow. TRAFFIC JAM: Like a traffic jam you feel stuck and when there is movement there is flow, enabling you to get to your desired destination.

FEAR IS MY FRIEND

Fear is wonderful, when you see it as a friend, ready to help you grow, in your own personal development and journey. Your very one journey of self-discovery empowers you, as you become aware of the fear that cripples you, depletes you or minimises you. Welcome the fear and admit it, first to yourself. Notice what the triggers are. Notice what feelings it brings out in you. Notice the images you see when you close your eyes and when you are thinking about the fear. Notice noticing your fear. It is so important to own your fear/s and admit them. What are your fears?

So, what is Fear? For me, Fear is my friend that visits me, to let me know that something needs to be attended to. It rears it ‘ugly’ head and does not go away. It is practical, and it is real. I am aware it could be not practical and not real.

facing fearFear tells me that it is time to change – to move – to shake – to live. Fear tells me that I am in a lot of pain, that is causing me more pain, that could be damaging my health or my work. Fear tells me to be aware and to look at ways to remove this obstruction to my happiness.

I can put the fear under the carpet – but eventually it will bulge somewhere else – forcing me to face the fear that may be the reason I am blocked and not moving forward. Fear can immobilise you or make you take action. It can safe you if you allow it to save you or it can damage you for life.

Fear is my friend that enables me to live a happy full on life. Are you ready to see fear as your friend? What new friendship will you have with your fear? When you hug your fear it vanishes. When you face your fear it vanishes.

In Hawaii, the Kilauea Volcano, has erupted causing chaos and highlighting the power of Madame Pele, Goddess of the Volcano. She creates and destroys Mother Earth through her eruptions. We destroy the old to make way for the new. What old thing / fear do you need to destroy to make way for the new in your life?

How do we embrace the fear of the volcano to move our lives forward? Life is a constant facing of fears and going through the fear. Being the fear. Seeing the fear. Walking through the fear. Banishing the fear. Being triumph because of the fear. Fear is my friend. It teaches me. It loves me. It empowers me. It warns me.

Exercises

TWO PRACTICAL ACTIONS to help with overwhelm and change.

JOURNALING: Take time out for yourself and sit still. Write out in your journal all the things in your head you have kept there. It will lighten your head and release the stress, worry and the having to remember everything in your head!!! Pour everything down on paper. There does not need to be an order. Just get it all out on to paper and out of your head. It is amazing how easy it becomes when you see something written on paper. It is out of your head and now written on paper – you can see it. Celebrate yourself when you have done this – Congratulations.

Next, you can go back and look at what you have written and put them in some order. For example, you highlight all the housework in yellow, all the bills to pay in green, etc. This way you can see the sections they belong in.

Next, you can then put a priority on each list or point you have written. Which is urgent to today? What can wait next week or next month?

Take the practical action. Remember to tick and date when you have completed a task. Congratulate yourself for every little action of triumph. It does not have to be a big action. Every baby step helps. Let me know how you get on.

groundingMOON GATHERING: If you are overwhelmed, you can take time out to attend an Alchemical Moon Gathering that will re-wire your brain to help you get moving and take practical actions. This relaxes your brain, feeding your cells, and creating a state of calm, which aids clarity and concentration.

This gathering will be working on healing rifts in relationships, releasing stress and fears, and anchoring individual power to empower the Self. Through centring the self you know whether something is for you or not.

The magic of sound and meditation to heal and transform the brain, has been documented scientifically. You can always look on the internet to see the benefits of sound healing and meditation on the mind, body and spirit.

This is a time of great manifestation and change – even if you feel resistant to change – change most come and change most happen. Taurus does not like change. So, this may be an uncomfortable time for change. Be a spiritual rebel and change.

A butterfly awakens by it struggle of emerging from the cocoon. You cannot help the butterfly as it transforms from a cocoon to a butterfly. It has to go through that struggle itself. It emerges beautiful, colourful and free. Did you know the process of becoming a beautiful butterfly starts as an egg? Did you know that this egg hatches into a caterpillar (lava), which eats and eats all day, till one day it stops and hangs itself upside down from a leaf? Reminds me of a bat hanging upside down! While upside down the caterpillar spins a silky cocoon around itself. This shiny chrysalis protects the caterpillar as it digests itself and continues it process to become a butterfly, when it breaks free of the cocoon it has made for itself. Isn’t this how life is? We all need to create effort to produce something beautiful and alive.

Details of the Moon Gathering on 15 May can be found on: https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/the-new-moon-in-taurus-alchemy-gathering-tickets-41913177442

What qualities do you want to embody this New Moon in Taurus?

new moon in taurus

Full Moon Alchemy

9 - Full Moon in Scorpio (30-4-18)

It is raining in London, but this does not stop us from feeling the power of this Full Moon. Some of my friends are celebrating Vesak in Asia. Today we join them and the world celebrating the gifts of life. 

As the many downloads continue we find many people going through shifts and sudden changes in their lives. These may bring joy or suffering. We express our pain and suffering or we do not.  We express our joy and happiness or we do not. This Full Moon let us express our blooming and honour out blooming.

ALCHEMICAL BLOOMING

PaulaNow-LakeTiticacaThis really is a Time to really look at where you are in terms of the blooming you have made on all levels personally; whether it is emotional, physical, spiritual or mental. Where have you bloomed?  What have you noticed? What happened to cause the Alchemical Blooming?

  • SPIRITUAL – Perhaps you have opened more to healing and meditation? Perhaps you are told it is time for you to embrace your spiritual life and learn healing? What would you do? Cranial therapy? Spiritual healing? Kinesiology?  Perhaps you find you are becoming more intuitive? Perhaps more sensitive to other peoples feelings?  Perhaps you have more understanding for other peoples pain. What did you notice about your own Alchemical Blooming with this Full Moon?
  • EMOTIONAL – Perhaps your heart has expanded and you are able to feel more empathy, more compassion, more forgiveness? Perhaps you have chosen to forgive yourself, as well as, the people who have hurt you? AND in doing so you feel liberated and free. Perhaps you are learning to love yourself more? Perhaps you bought flowers for your home or yourself? Perhaps you decided to choose to be happy today?  What did you notice about your own Alchemical Blooming with this Full Moon?
  • 20150415-4 may FULL MOON IN SCORPIO 4 MAY 2015PHYSICAL – Perhaps you notice that your heart is breathing better, or you can touch your toes without getting dizzy, or you are going to the toilet more easily with ease? Perhaps you notice you are walking better? Perhaps you have lost weight or gained weight and it has made you realise you are getting better in your health. Did you injure yourself by knocking your head, or falling down in an accident you created, by yourself, or with another?  Perhaps the injury ‘allowed’ you resting time and healing time and reflecting time with your physical body. Perhaps you had a massage for the first time? What did you notice about your own Alchemical Blooming with this Full Moon?
  • MENTAL – Perhaps you have learnt to say No and kept a defined new boundary around you. Perhaps you have kept the discipline of fasting for 21 days.  Perhaps your mind set is stronger and happier in your affirming decisions for your life? Perhaps, no matter what, you have honoured your words written and spoken.  Your body has followed your mind in a way that makes you feel you have expanded and grown. What did you notice about your own Alchemical Blooming with this Full Moon?

PRAYER FOR YOU

Let something touch your Soul today that uplifts you and supports your life’s journey. Toks Coker


A TIME FOR:

  • Time for powerful surprisesPaulaNow-TempleOfSun@MountofFalcon
  • Time for manifestations and results
  • Time for growth and expansion
  • Time for fullness of empowerment
  • Time for good fortune
  • Time for meaningful change
  • Time for completions and moving foreword
  • Time for alchemy and being touched by the Divine
  • Time for looking at the energy of Now.
  • Time for living in the present and the Now.
  • Time for mysticism
  • Time for alchemy

ANCESTRAL PATTERNS

amethystThis is a Time to heal ancestral patterns you are manifesting in your very own life you have not realised. Perhaps you have had terminations in this lifetime?  It could be, you have a history of terminations in your family, amongst members of your family, in your past ancestry you never knew about. So that could be one reason you have lost babies or children?  You realise you have an ancestry line of deaths due to miscarriages and abortions. This could be caused by a genetic disorder or abnormality in the ancestry; and you think it is you! and your fault! when it is there in your ancestry!

SCORPIO ENERGY + TAURUS ENERGY = ALCHEMICAL TRANSFORMAMTION

This Full Moon is a time for Alchemical Transformation. Are you ready for a change? Are you ready for your alchemical transformation? Your resurrection of your True Self? Are you ready for truth – your truth – the truth?  Are you ready for a great lesson? A great activation? A great quality?

WorkingDEATH – What needs to die to let something live? What skin has to be peeled off to reveal the vibrant you?  What layer has to come off to reveal your brilliance?  What has to die in your life / energy / mind-set / thinking / etc. to have more love, more joy, more happiness? Stop playing small. Stop strangling yourself. What various ‘deaths’ have you had, that have kept you alive? That have enabled your growth?  What is your eternal death?

REBIRTH – What needs to be rebirthed in your life?  What have you forgotten about yourself that has been hidden that needs to shine and come out that is great? What action/s are you doing that creates a rebirth in your life? What rebirth have you noticed in your life?  How are you making sure you are rebirthing in your life? That ‘new’ agenda has come forth to you attention with this Full Moon light? A rebirth can be sudden and unexpected giving you a new pathway or highlighting a power you had deeply buried in you. It is highlighting a part of you yet to be lived and bloomed. 

respectPEELING AN ONION AND WATER –  Even in the simple action of peeling an onion, creates effects and causes in your life. It causes pain, irritation, watering of the eyes, and sometimes you have to stop what you are doing before you can continue. You have to wipe your eyes so you can see clearly. As you unpeel your onion it waters your eyes, creating a clearing, caused by the water flooding your eyes. Water is emotional. Water is healing. Water is clearing.  Water is flowing. What is alchemical. Water is you.  YOU SEE CLEARER WITH THIS FULL MOON IN SCORPIO. It seems to wash away the pain, the blindness, the half truths.

BIRTH – What in this fullness of light do you give birth to, as you stand glorious in your own resplendent greatness? Are you bursting through the ceiling glass?  Are you looking through the glass? Before something great happens, everything falls apart.

TRANSFORMATION – What real transformation do you want to experience to feel whole again? Perhaps you want to transform your feeling small and less?  Perhaps you want to transform your poverty mentality? Perhaps you want to be more than you are?

SKELETONS – Perhaps you need to release the skeletons in your closets? Perhaps it is time to face your fears, your skeletons? Allow the glorious light of the Full Moon to help you release them and see them for what they really are. Revealing what is hidden clears a pathway to more truth, wisdom and personal insight. Surrounding to the uncomfortable to make you whole! is what this Full Moon is about.

IMG_5931ALCHEMY – Where do you want to turn poison into medicine, lead into gold?  Time to let go – really let go – completely letting go – etherically, astrally and mentally. Cleaning and clearing your energy is so important with this Full Moon. Are you ready for this? Where are you resisting? What are you resisting? How are you resisting? When are you resisting?

UPHEAVAL – This is a time of upheaval. What needs to be thrown in the air? Element Air  What needs to burn? Element Fire   What needs to be dug out of the ground? Element Earth  What needs to float to/on the surface? Element Water.  What is the upheaval in your life with this Full Moon? What brought it on?  What is the landslide? What is the explosion? What is the Tsunami? What is the catastrophe?

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE – How does breathing in this quality empower you with its essence? How do you love even though you have been beaten, betrayed, abused, lied to?  How do you love as you try to find the truth of a situation? How do you love as you unburden your life? How do you love through loss, grief, deep pain, hatred and wanting revenge?  How do you practice Unconditional Love when you feel you cannot give any more?  When – Why – How – Where – Who – What??

One with Mother Earth SnakeFORGIVENESS – This Full Moon is shining the light of forgiveness on yourself. How do you forgive yourself?  Why should you?  How should you? Where should you?  When should you?  What should you forgive? Start first with yourself – then forgive others. Or is that too difficult to do – that you feel you should forgive others first and then forgive yourself?

RISING FROM THE ASHES – What needs to rise from the ground – the burning – the ashes – the destruction of your live, your belief, your empire?  Where are you ready to rise from your ashes? Are you ready to be the Phoenix, the Eagle? This Full Moon activate the quality of RISING.  This reminds me of the poem by Maya Angelou – STILL I RISE.

NOT A TIME FORANGELCLEARQUARTZ

  • This is NOT a time for moving backwards
  • This is NOT a time for living in the past or the future.
  • This is NOT a time for procrastination or hesitation
  • This is NOT a time for giving up, self doubt, fear, misconceptions or laziness.
  • This is NOT a time for lies or deception.
  • This is NOT a time of feeling small, insignificant or less than.

WHAT CAN I DO?

PaulaNow-PeruLakeCondor&PumaMountainsAround this time, it is good to do a few things that empower you and keep you safe. There have been many things happening energetically, politically, world wide and galactically. There is a need to be aware and vigilant about your life. Time to walk the road less travelled. Time to heal yourself profoundly; and make the shifts you want, to manifest your great fullness, now, as you grow. So, What can I do?

  • One, is to celebrate your life in meaningful way – a way that means something to you.
  • One, is to come to the Alchemy Moon Gathering.
  • One way is to have a private session with me, Toks Coker. 
  • You could have a DNA activation, a Crystal Singing Soul Bowl Bath, an Actuarian Healing, or a Hands of Light Healing.
  • You could have a clearing out and balancing session using tools that would help you.
  • You could call forth your power crystal and empowering animal totem to work with you at this time of your life.
  • You could carry out a set of alignment processes for your growth, aligning you to your truth. Thereby maximising your Life Force.
  • You could book group sessions, teaching sessions. Engage in lots of learning, teaching and wisdom.

There is always going to be clearing. There is always going to be challenges. There is always going to be growth.  Life does not stand still. Take the action and keep your house clean and remove the cobwebs and dust before it becomes a ghost house.  The beauty of transformation is that sometimes we are not even aware of our progress. Welcome to the Alchemy of the Moon.

BOOK TO READ

Book to read to help you understand this Energy of Now:  The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.  I have read The Alchemist on my Hands of Light Healing Page – over 6 live videos – Video 1 of 6      Video 2 of 6      Video 3 of 6     Video 4 of 6      Video 5 of 6      Video 6 of 6   https://www.facebook.com/handsoflighthealing/ 

QUALITIES TO CALL INFull Moon in Turkey

  • Amazement
  • Surprise
  • Wonder
  • Truth
  • Compassion
  • Forgiveness
  • Generosity

WHAT WE WILL BE DOING

We will work with all the above points and more.  Come celebrate your Blooming and our Healing.  How do we continue as we come to the shift or end of a way of being?  How do we move on when feeling stuck, frozen or paralysed?

See you Monday 30 April at 7pm

  • Full Moon in Scorpio – Sun in Taurus
  • Flower Moon
  • Elements – Water/Earth
  • In Asia they celebrate Vesak today

Full Moon in Scorpio - Sun in Taurus or CLICK: https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/the-full-moon-in-scorpio-alchemy-gathering-tickets-41912346958

FullMoon in Taurus & Sun in Scorpio 29.10.112

FULL MOON IN SCORPIO QUOTES

‘The Flower Garland and the other various sutras are like stars in this dark night, while the Lotus Sutra is like the moon. For those who have faith in the Lotus Sutra, but whose faith is not deep, it is as though a half moon were lighting the darkness. But for those who have profound faith, it is as though a Full Moon were illuminating the night.’ Nichiren Daishonin, The Essence of the “Medicine King” Chapter, WND 94.


“Thus saith the LORD, the God of David thy father, I have heard thy prayer, I have seen thy tears: behold, I will heal thee.” Kings 20:1-5 (King James Version)

“A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.” Proverbs 17:22

April Celebrations – Goodbye April. We end with a Full Moon.



28th

  • Invocation of Nam Myoho Renge Kyo
    (Buddhism)

30th

clip_image001[6]   Monday 30 April: Full Moon in Scorpio – Sun in
Taurus  
Flower Moon  

 

May Celebrations – Welcome May




1st

  •   Beltane – Samhain (Wicca/Pagan)
  •   Lailat al
    Bara’ah, Night of forgiveness. God blessing all humans
    (Islam)

2nd

  • Last day of Ridvan (Bahai’i)

3rd


  •   Soka Gakkai Day (Buddhism)
  •     Lag B’Omer, 33rd
    day following the beginning of Passover and commemorates the death of Rabbi
    Shimon bar Yochai
    (Judaism)

toks

Happy Full Moon. Love Toks xxx

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